then again, how can we avoid letting our hearts take control.
sometimes i fear that friendships backfire when it goes beyond average.
It seems that when we ask for more, we get back less.
And that one step we took, could lead to immortal silence.
it seems like a really romantic and sad show.
and i think the OST sounds good.
arghhhhh.
my body is aching like crap.
and i have an ugly bruise on my knee.
sigh.
i hate landing on my butt when i slip and fall. completely unglam.
okay, gotta go buy lunch noww.
yay, doctor appointment postponed to 13 august.
there's no breakfast today :/so i gotta eat this frozen egg tart !
anyway.
last night was pretty fun :D
we finished our script & ordered dominos.
went a little highhh.
pong ah pong. you red bird.
but thanks for the massage! whhaha.
i hope erman gets his thoughts sorted out and that there will be a happy ending.
yeapp.
i hate my dreams.
blackandwhite! at 11:05 AM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
okay, i think im really really lazy.wait, why am i lazy.
oh,
i dont wanan continue from where i left .
anw,
i have an ulcer now.
its irritating the shit out of me.
tennis was tiring. i only played one match,
and. yeahh.
oh wells.
i wish i could just put it behind me.
and kiss desperate goodbye.
blackandwhite! at 12:10 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Whew.Im finally back from cambodia.
Okay, im just gonna lash everything out here.
word for word ( i'll try my best ) from the journal i wrote in.
Day 1
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
who seeks your face
oh God of Jacob
Give us clean hands
give us pure hearts
We spent the first day eating, sleeping and planning. I feel really lethargic.
Must be the half an hour sleep before the plane ride.
Im not supposed to be pigging! okay, im gonna drink water throughout the week
and no soft drinks allowed at all!
The church service we attended was pretty good if not for the fact that i was dozing off when the pastor was talking about stars. And the pamphlet slipped out of my hands 3 times. Apparently, little kids aged perhaps, 7-11, were leading worship & they were also ushering. AMAZING yeah
And I was so absorbed with this superlicious cute lil girl who's like mixed.
OH MAN, I wanna eat her! KEEEEDINGG
Oh oh! I remember. we took the tok tok! its like pronounced as toot toot.
Its sth like a trishaw in singapore but its cooler lur.
And on the way, we just kept singing children hymms like father abraham and christ in the vessel.
Really thankful that God blessed us with a nice place and pretty cooling weather - Im referring to morning and night only. Heh
Back to tok tok, on the way back after dinner, the sky was dark blue and luscious red, its like you can see this horizon layer sorta thing. It was beautiful, spectacular? Lol. That reminds me of Moulin Rouge.
I ended the night with a HTHT with tiff and she knows my 'secret' and i know hers. Actually, I bet I knew hers way back (:
Sigh. Feels like everyone's facing spiritual warfare.
Oh, I've also found out that Im in Reynard's team which means we would be going to the slum. We don't get to go to the village. BOOHOO
Hi pong, gay bf.
Wonder what you are doing nowww.
Miss me norttt. HAHA
I bet you are watching a movie with some other girl lar. Tsk!
Okay yknw what. I bet you forgotten my link in the first place. WTEVER!
PS: I don't like how MH stares at me. turn-off!
Day 2
Went to the slum & on the way there, it was really breezy since we were on the TT.
We really enjoy the long journey because we can worship along the way.
EVERYBODY NEEDS SOME L-O-V-E!
Well, I must say, the slum wasnt exactly what I expected it to be.
After watching slumdog millionaire, I thought it would be really torn-down, broken, dilapitated and all. Hmmm, there weren't swarms too.
So, praise God.
Otherwise there would really be many houseflies, those really huge buzzy kinds.
Upon reaching, some kids were already hugging us. We had to set out to beckon kids to come to the hut.
I went with tiff ad this boy and his bro answered when we called them. The younger one had houseflies on his nose and his face but all these seemed oblivious to him.
He just carried on walking behind us, chewing on sth succulent i suppose?
Seems like a tomato.
In between steps, he would stop to kick the rocks and dig his feet into the sand. yeahh. And did I mention? Half the kids were naked in a way, either top half naked or stark naked. Uh huh.
They were also barefooted.
Yes back to the little boy.
The other bro ran off to wear his pants and when he came out, he grabbed my hand and walked. At first, I was shocked and a lil' hesitant as to whether I should hold his because he was licking his fingers. But i thought, it's not like I can't wash my hands after that...
Okay. When everyone gathered at the hut, we sang some songs and a few of us blending in with the kids. This girl came to me and simply collapsed into my lap. HAHA. I remember this pair of siblings. the boy had hair until his shoulder and the sister too. They were so adorable and sweet. (okay, but i found out that the boy's not a boy, 'he' s actually a 'she' )
My group was in charge of games so we didnt know what was going on inside the hut.
But i heard that during the language lesson, a young boy got stung by a scorpion. It was as big as his feet and the poor fellow was crying. Sigh
When we were leaving, the kids hugged us and all.
I love how they open up to strangers so easily; the world could do better with such innocence.Anyway, when we got back to base we were intending to go to the supermarket once more to stock up on groceries and the hygience materials. Sadly, it rained.
A few of us cycled to get the stuffs from roadside stalls. Well , I cant cycle. So I didnt join them.
Anyway, I found out that I would be going to the village after all to teach hygience. We are gonna wash their hair and trim their nails, hopefully not all would have lice. hmm,
do lice jump?
I have no idea. But anyway, I get to do the HANDS skit. oh so fun.
Hmmm. Stupid Sean Lim came up with this ALD lame shit. He was thinking of AIDS then he was like, "i know what you are. ALD! Ah Lian Disorder . HAHAHHAHA" -.- Okay, wtv. Then that Mh joined in. Like, wth? He's not even funny. & he has no rights to even joke about it.
Day 3
unconditional love,
some people whom we don't like, we dont love them
we should not judge, only God judges us.
"love one another just as I love you "
5 ways to show love: (through)
touch
gifts
time
words of affirmation
acts of service
have you ever teared so much till there's nothing left to shed?
well I have. And then I know, it sucks to be human.
Day 4
Yes it is true. It is better to be loved than to love.
It was a dream i'll carry on holding.
okay, im in a better mood now.
It's like 920 pm and i just had my mosquito count ... 11 !
yay, my favourite number.
hmmm, today was eventful.
the kids introduced themselves to me.
They were like, Lipat, Poah, Mai, Luna and... sth.
HAHA, and Poah kept hugging me.
I love him ( see, i haven realised that he's a she )
Poah with a hula skirt
Poah with pants under the hula skirt
Poah who is always with a plastic bag
Poah with long hair
Poah with his top
Poah who Len loves
We had to act out a skit which our group totally sucked i think, AND WHY AM I ALWAYS MARIA? hAHHA.
Stupid Chan. whoa, cant believe it's gonna be the 5th day soon.
Day 5
Who are we to judge?
...
the spirit produces love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, humility, and self-control.
there's no grey; only black or white
but who will be there to correct us
to be continued ...
blackandwhite! at 4:15 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
he may not be the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,but he's definitely the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
i'll always keep you in thoughts.
blackandwhite! at 2:28 AM
Thursday, May 20, 2010
How should i put it.Im fucking pissed, and i really wanna shout in your faces,
but yknw what.
im not one to express my feelings out loud.
its like, i keep compromising.
everything HAS to go your way.
when has it ever been mine?
its true.
things would never ever stay the same.
friendship from the present or future, cannot be compared to that of the past.
its no longer steadfast.
even as i type this, i cant fucking spit out what i wanna say.
once im bitchgirl, i cant redeem myself.
whatever forever.
things were turning out fine actually this week.
fuck you.
blackandwhite! at 11:01 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
HI FFL!
I CANT BELIEVE YOU STILL READ MY BLOG.
its very consoling.
cause i thought my blog is devoid of readers.
sigh.
im still having my persistent cough and sorethroat.
at night, its a nightmare.
anyway, tomorrow i have to bring cody to the vet.
and play tennis at night.
i dont like going to school.
i dont know why.
mayb cause i cant see you.
despite me noting to myself that
my world should not just revolve around memories of you.
but i cant help, to stop and ponder, just what are you doing right now.
is my smile lingering in your mind?
or maybe its some other girls'.
im so confused.
taking all that stupid quizzes,
so redundant and silly.
right now, i just wish to embark on my mission trip and serve the Lord and the world.
blackandwhite! at 8:48 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2010
baby if they ask me, i would say, i dont even know your nameand when they ask me, does it change, no it dont change a thing
cause its sth bout the way you love me
sth bout the way you know me
and i cant explain enough
something about our future love
and thats how im feeling right now.
I can deny that i dont know you, your name your existence,
but i know deep down that it changes nothing.
i still feel for you.
but its okay,
i will miss you i will long for you
but i wont tell you.
i'll see you but i wont say hi.
i'll play with your number on my phone but i wont text you.
cause i fear.
i wish you knew
blackandwhite! at 9:31 PM
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
mighty bitch, fucking bitch.cant you effing disappear from my life.
i will thank you for that small effort you make.
blackandwhite! at 9:16 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2010
In life, nth is predictable.the separation , the reunion. its not really up to us to decide.
so while we can, let us appreciate those around us and see to it that we spend every moment significantly.
thanks ass, for meeting me today at ion .
bad sorethroat of mine. kept me from blabbering away.
met alien after saying bye to ass, haha.
he's a silly monkey. i cant believe i waited with him for his taxi -.-
yeap, hopefully my sore throat goes off soon.
blackandwhite! at 6:37 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
IM SO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY.
okay, first there was church.
kk, kinders.
took really sweet photos with the kids.
and we played animal charade.
whaha, jingen acted out an elephant. oh sweet child 'o mine.
k, addy came to ym today ;D
im so proud of her ,
she reached on time. and , in fact, earlier than expected.
i love you addy
stupid asshole thou.
dk where she disappear to.
oowee. anw,
we went for lunch at indulge this restaurant at cathay.
then we went to starbucks to sit for a while.
chua joined us.
us - addy, chou, sunny and me.
sunny is . okay, i shall not talk about him.
nth is able to describe him. seriously.
hahahahah.
then i met tyrone and ernest.
when we met, they were like. we have sth for you! hahah.
i guessed it was some kinda food since ty had chippy in his hands.
he took out this godiva choc. soo sweet of them. BUT.
it was dark chocolate with mandarin orange
dark chocolate is a nono, furthermore. it was with mandarin orange.
then ernest kept telling me, beggars cant be choosers. hahahha. wth
we walked from ps to orchard central and then to heeren which, along the way, we took many shots using my diana.
and OH MY F.
guess what
!
ahhhhhhhhhhh. the most exciting part.
we went into ion. thankfully ty insisted that we go there.
then in front of this really ex outlet,
gathered a crowd.
so ernest and ty were like, must be someone important or celebrity.
my first guess was like, OH FREAK. I THINK ITS JANG GEUN SUK.
cause i recalled that in the morning, liz was telling me tht her friend saw him in a restaurant.
whhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa.
i rushed to the front and took a peep.
i caught a glance. it was really himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
hahahahhahahhaa. then i sorta hanged around the area for a while.
i think i got ernest and ty in the mood too. hahaha.
yeah, then after that. we went window shopping. which, i bought this uniqlo male jacket for 20 dollars which is a real bargain cause before the sales, its like 49.90.
awesome me :D
ty bought this ex choc which cost 12 bucks for like, only six squares. or cubes. not exactly cubes cause they were flat. from ch. factory or industry from wheelock.
it wasnt up to our expectations, lol. waste of money. really!
could not follow them to arab for kebab. so sad ;/
anw, my mum said i could go to cambodia for the mission trip! another happy thing.
today is an awesome day.
praise the lord.
there is no need to fml at the moment.
whahhaa.
and the coolest thing is,
tmr school starts at 1, and we would be learning volleyball! heee <3
ps: my macbook pro is the coolest shit in the house right now.
blackandwhite! at 9:26 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
im amused with myself.
im writing in this blog, even though the chance of anyone reading this is, 0.1 / 100.
and that 0.1 is me.
oh wells.
manyhappenings lately.
i just bombed. a huge relief.
but anw,
im really sad. and confused.
i thought we had a chance.
or maybe, we could at least have a go at it.
all that skinship.
the sweet messages.
i guess i really have to start growing up.
and be less gullible and naive.
gotta divert all that attention to sth else.
and perhaps, just not bother with anything.
i really like you
you played me out, that broke my heart.
haven been speaking to addy and ass.
thats one thing that makes me sad too.
luckily, tiff & glenda are two awesome gf in church.
jiacheng's as retarded too.
yeap.
blackandwhite! at 10:57 PM
Monday, March 08, 2010
Goodness, i haven blogged for ages
im freaking sure no one reads my blog anymore :/
sigh.
anw, its effing cold in La , Ca here.
but im quite happy that i got a chance to check out the place.
if i really come here to study,
it'd be all about independence and discipline.
im not all too sure whether i'd be able to do just that.
but,
im really sure that i wanna give this a shot and yeahh.
we went down to LA city today and vohhhhhhhh.
there were many limos sighted and the choppers seriously chopped the air above.
roads were closed. so they guessed that sth big was taking place.
AND truthfully,
sth big was really takign place.
THE OSCARS!
heee (:
blackandwhite! at 3:28 PM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
haha. i cant believe it, but im actually looking forward to starting poly.
as in, well. its kinda boring just working and slacking. so i wouldnt mind starting poly NOW.
and i realised, its better to try sth than to regret not trying after you've lost the chance to.
so yupp, treasure your moments with your dearests and happy cny and vday to yall :D
<3
im quite sure of what to do from now onwards (:
blackandwhite! at 9:56 PM
Monday, February 08, 2010
just when i thought i could finally get over sth that was once so precious but yet hurt me once,
when memories flash back , its only then that i realise, i cant let it go.
the chance of it leaving me cost me tears in my dreams.
im still not yet ready
blackandwhite! at 10:30 AM
Friday, January 29, 2010
i am so sorry that i cant make it to sofea's celebration tonight.
FML
and FTS.
i'll explain what that is in time to come.
anw,
can i just Ftheworld.
have been working these few days,
hope i'll earn a bit to buy my blazer.
okay, no mood.
bye.
blackandwhite! at 9:19 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
oh m gee.
went on a photowalk with florence today.
I DIDNT KNOW MY OLYMPUS COULD TAKE SUCH AWESOMEE PHOTOS!
blackandwhite! at 10:33 PM
Friday, January 08, 2010
oh my goodness.
its been so long, so long since my last post.
alright.
this holiday i've been meeting new people and going out to play.
like, the pub one and the buffet.
the pub was on 1/1/10. andre said his friend's a shareholder so i went with sunny, zorn drix and chou.
drank this shot called, b52 and tried bloody mary and some cocktail which i cant rmb.
then andre treated me a flaming lambo!
which really was on flame and man, after half an hour. i needed to puke.
anw,
ytd.
7/1/10
went for xlb - xiao long bao , buffet.
awesome.
at first xlb tasted great, then it became pukey.
i ate around, 7 pieces at most.
i bet song ate, 15.
the tau hway dessert is awesomeee. oishii!
and i like the char siew bao and the fried man tou.
the steamboat was fine lur.
but really, i was seriously bloated.
then we went to daily scoop for ice creamm.
nth special thou. wanping and andrew lai made it sound so yummy. CHEY.
then we went to song's place which was like some cottage at the back of a church or sth.
played snake and ladders.
instead of drinking shots we drank water.
i kept getting truth or dare -.-
like 4 times at least.
madness,
hmm.
results coming in on 11/1/10
alahh. i liek the number 11!
why must it be on the 11 :/
i wish there was a book that has the answers to all my questions.
i wish i could read ppl's minds.
i wish i would never make any mistakes in my life.
well, thats utterly impossible.
blackandwhite! at 11:18 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
A merry christmas to everyone out thereee.
I hope ya christmas has been a good one.
afterall, even if one does not have a good time, hopefully others do.
anw, camp was really really fun.
I wish it would have lasted for like a month?
And pearls were super cool.
Gah, i have nth to say. im sure everyone knows why.
typical reason
blackandwhite! at 7:26 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
who do i like.
who do i not like.
who do i trust.
who do i not trust.
i think im turning unsociable nowadays.
and its like, im starting to dislike the people around me.
i can easily find fault with them and.
im very irritated with their doings and so on.
im no longer decisive when i decide on things.
i dont feel like telling peoples things i used to tell.
i enjoy watching movies on my tablet now.
blackandwhite! at 10:48 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
okay. i was really mean just now.
when i came home from bio paper one, i was welcomed with a poo right in front of the kitchen. that bloody cody, he pooed one in front of the door and another on the newspaper.
so i tried to cage him under the table by shifting all the chairs in positions such that it could sorta, "lock" him inside.
anw, bio was crazy.
its so unfair.
UNFAIR
this is one paper i think is badly set and unfair.
its like, at least half times harder than the past years papers.
i think our batch must be very smart thats why they raised the standard so much higher.
blah. its over, its over. i must TAKE IT EASY.
fuck -.-
okay. adrienna siew wei ying has posted everything on her blog.
watch out woman, cody likes to eat fat chicken wings and thighs alot.
hahahahhaha
AHHHHH
tmr's the last paper!
im so excited.
yknw what asshole and addy.
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING FOR PROM ANYMORE!
hha. im gonna ask my mum for permission first.
well, she paid for it . ya,.
and. hmm. HOLS A COMING!
i love jang geun suk.
and that sandara park girl addy showed me in the cass beer ad.
so hot.
koreans are so, gee gee gee geelicious :D
anw. my mum bought back ritter sport for me last night
yay.
lala's still in malacca.
that stupid sunny kept crapping online ytd,
- i never introduce lala.
- about my clothings.
- my "ugly socklings" quoted by him. excuse me, its leggings.
anw. i stopped wearing leggings to church alrdy.
i bet he records what i wear lur.
idiot.
okay.
BYE
blackandwhite! at 5:59 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Back on the road again
Feeling kinda lonely and
looking for the right guy
To be mine
Friends say I'm crazy cause
Easily I fall in love
You gotta do it different J
This time
Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams
(maybe)
Alright maybe gonna find him today
i gotta get some one
to call my loveryeah!
baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover Yeah baby come on
I-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-I
I spoil them when I'm in love
Given them what they dream of
Sometimes it's not a good thing
But I'm blind
I love hard with everything
Giving my all More than they
I'll take my friends' advice this time
I'll do it differently
Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams
maybe
Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
I-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII
my my
Looking for a guy guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me
And I'll be too You see happily
i think this song is so cool.
especially the bridge!
my my.. <3
blackandwhite! at 7:53 PM
Happy happy.
its tues. and there's only e geo exam tmr afternoon.
its like, BOOOMZ. hahaa, time passes so quickly.
soon it would be fri then. tadahh. sunday! then again. monday, but next week it would all be mcqs! one hour exam. although i have chinese :/
oh wells.
it took me close to three hours to finish my entire final revision for natural veg.
i think i'll just scan through river.
then. start on dev around six or sth.
not gonna learn food geo at all.
im so tired.
i actually woke up at 9.30
then my mum was like. sleep longer. then can grow taller.
so i slept till 10. and i think she was stil around and she told me. sleep longer.
haa, i ended up waking at 11.30
my bro was out of house alrdy.
ahhhhhhhhh.
so excited.
o's gonna be over.
o's gonna be overrrrrrrrrrrrr.
im gonna be good without you.
anw, haha. NO PROBLEM ADRIENNA. you will do well okay for os.
asshole too!
i know you learnt the wrong science. but you're very smart one okay.
learn wrong one, means you will ace the right one :D
haha. cause i tell you so!
blackandwhite! at 4:34 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
aha. wth, some guy tried to smuggle in snakes by rolling them in socks and taping them all over his body.
ONE WORD : SICKKKKKKKKK.
anw, yay. i just attempted a few questions that the school uploaded in preparation for today's paper two.
hope it goes well.
i need to shit.
blackandwhite! at 11:40 AM
Hello addy.
if you even read this.
I saw you when you were on your way to the bus stop ytd.
Why you looked so grumpy and cold uh!
chill chill chill.
Ytd's math paper was of crescent's standard. although slightly easier.
But im not too sure of securing an A still.
you'll never know if we make careless mistakes , right?
But nonetheless, im fucking happy.
Today is Fri! the last day of the first week of exam. 5 down, 6 more to go!
Oh goodness.
I never used my com for almost the entire week.
Okay, wait. i think i came online on monday or tue.
mwha.
Anw,
Im feeling so confused and , perhaps. letting my overwhelming emotions disorient me.
Diaoz. English is over len!
yesh.
I dont want you to message me, wishing me luck. Its as though,
once this exam is over. we will stop messaging.
I dont wanna make it a habit. To expect your messages.
So im telling you now, or rather. last night.
so that i wont fall deeper. the harder you hope, the greater the fall, the disappointment.
been there, dont wanna get there again.
Oh. Marcus wrote me a prayer in his sms.
it was soo cool.
: Dear lord, i thank you for len, and all her crazy ways. Now that she's starting her exams, i pray that you'll be with her, that you continue to comfort, and sustain her as she goes through this stressful period. Give her swiftness of mind, and a quick understanding. And i pray that she'll remember all that she's revised, etc etc. I also pray that you'll constantly remind her that you're there for her, and on her part, that she'll remember to turn to you whenever she feels panicked, or frustrated. All in all i commit this exam period in your hands. Amen. Cast all your cares in to God! And he'll grant you peace beyond all understanding! All the best! Xoxo marcus.
haha. Truuee. My mind went blank for a few moment during the examinations.
I dont know why, its like i stare at the questions. and i dont get what the questions are talking about. But luckily, after a while. I calmed down and figured out what the bloody questions were talking about.
Halloween night tmr!
should i gooooo.
I wanna scare the shit outta' myself.
haha,
But depends if lala's friend stil have that extra ticket.
but i dont wanna go with her friends.
if i go with ass, i have to go home alone.
hahaa.
We'll see.
good luck addy, good luck ass!
blackandwhite! at 10:23 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
oh man.
looking at seventeen magazine makes me wanna go on a shopping spree!
beloved hongkong, thou shalt wait fer art!
wait, is thou me, or thou you. whatever
anw,
am sitting on the floor now.
i can totally feel my arse expanding and sadly, not contracting.
at least if its contracting, my butt would become small right?
oh .
i think 2fast2furious would be telecasted on sunday or sat.
lovee that show.
hmmm,
I dont think i've been doing much these days!
seriously,
except for tuition on wed, thurs, fri sat.
and i've only been back to school for two days :/
uh,
cant wait for prom!
actually, im not sure about that.
I need to shed that fat before i feel cool bout it.
goodness, its been three days since i touched my tablet.
i want that anna sui rock me perfume or the Jean Paul rose n roll !!!
gahh.
blackandwhite! at 11:04 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
whispers hello, i miss you quite terribly.
that was what gm wrote on the envelope to me.
so sweet.
anw,
crazy days have passed
oh man,
almost two more weeks to os.
am i supposed to freak out :/
graaaaa.
okay, i just found out that the olympus camera has such cool functions!
oh mann. i hate scheming characters in tv shows.
hate them hate them
blackandwhite! at 9:02 PM
Friday, October 09, 2009
not like you're the only one fed up. and have the right to fucking complain right.
i thought today would be a great day after graduation.
FUCK NO
some screwed up shit in my life just keeps screwing my life.
i feel like fucking killing those people.
NO MOOD
blackandwhite! at 11:10 PM
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
oh my goodness.
soccer looks so cool in tv shows.
anw.
haha, adrienna!
go with me to the open house on fri lehh.
and asshole! lets all go out on sunday for lunch and a meet up.
and we're not gonna go taka okay!
and wl.
stop laughing at my posts lar.
very funny issit?
haha.
no need to tell me that i have humour.
HAHA.
today was adventure day.
although im feel sick of attending school.
uh,
at the pat.
we and chelsea aka. ffl (: left for the toilet during bio.
haha, when we came back.
oh yknw, our pat , has this super cool gadget. or facility.
its like, a big hall.
but from the walls, you can pull out seats.
as in, its like, draw out seats.
cool lur.
so when we came up from the toilet, i was like. wanna just sit at the side and listen to mrs yip talk?
cause there's this small wall. which parts the audience and the doors at the side.
so no one knew we were there.
then she saw the back door which leads to the "UNDERGROUND "
kinda hard to describe.
in any case,
we pushed aside many props which i dk who placed it there.
and finally managed to make a big-enough gap for us to squeeze in.
and yay
we were underneath eeveryone else.
as in, they were actually seated, on top of us!
whatever. i dont think anyone understands what im talking about.
blah, cant wait for graduation.
im finding the old me back.
heartless ferocious (:
yeap.
live for myself ! tadah!
blackandwhite! at 8:31 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
ah.
prom in one months plus time!
shit shit.
if i dont lose any weight,
i dont think i'll wear any nice dress?
oh fuck.
anw,
haha. english consultation with mr tan was funny.
haha, he called fad crazy.
oh wells.
isaac's going to army soon!
wanping sent us an rsvp to lesson on sunday. called, botak isaac.
lol, at first i tot it was a botak jones invitation.
cody's eyes are becoming better!
thank god.
blackandwhite! at 10:01 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
okay.
fever on fri was no joke.
it rose til like 39.7.
good ness. can start new radio station!
dj len in the house :D
aeh. sounds good.
am so hungry now.
i can rmb so vividly, that porridge throughout the day.
god bless ):
went to church.
we celebrated children's day in kinders.
haha, lovely.
oh well.
just grabb some photos if i can find em.
cant wait for this week to end :/
el elyon should totally join a course together right after exams! cooolios?
yes no?
oh. so much homework to do right after prelims.
can i just drop dead now.
my head spins right round right round right now.
almost everyday please!
Anw.
bringing cody to the vet is a super scary thing to do.
the doctor totally recognizes me as the irresponsible and lazy owner prolly.
keeps scolding me for not keeping his eyes clean. need to groom him.
like fuck.
irritating.
gets on my nerves.
what to do?
shout back at her?
" hey slet. you wanna sue me for not cleaning his yan sai uh? "
okay. slet - slutty vet. haha, hmm. that sounds mean.
yan sai - eye shit.
blackandwhite! at 7:29 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Humans are so hypocritical.
Seriously
especially adults.
Children are so much easier to communicate with.
Its no wonder why teenagers love to spend more time with their friends.
Why dont these adults check themselves.
They're not perfect themselves.
yet they expect so much from kids.
This is unreasonable.
Hari Raya at Ass house was okay.
eat, eat, eat, watch bring it on, eat eat eat.
Her parents are so fine (:
Her father was hilarious and her mum was very sweet.
adrienna kept praising her mum.
oh yeahs.
the lil cousins were very lovely too.
haha, we sorta drew them to her room and drove her crazy.
they played with her small guitar and everything.
okay, sayonara.
blackandwhite! at 12:36 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
okay, here's ass's horoscope
AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality... Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.
Addy's
LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos . Attractive..
Len's
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up ( Peter Pan Syndrome ). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient... Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules... Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
so truee right mine. haha
blackandwhite! at 10:17 PM
