Cause I cant turn to you, when it all falls apart;

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

oh my goodness.

madness

im so busy that i haven been blogging.

anw,

tournament's still on.

i really really want it to end!

NAO

test later.

i wanted to meet mamachan at 8 to study and do gramcom.

but she fell asleep last night before studying so she woke up this morning really flustered and all.

i cant believe pong has a botak head now

haha

but its okay, i'll get used to i guess.

i got an iphone now!

but its batt dies damn quickly.

i talked to alien last night.

i wish we could still hang out like before.

i wish everyone wasnt so stressed .

i keep hearing,

im so stressed im so stressed.

sigh,

perhaps it would be better if they think of it as, i have many tasks on hand

cause when we finish em one by one,

im sure it would have a slightly more positive impact on us.

okay, i have no idea what im typing now.

wanan memorise all that silly terms for locvid now.

SAYONARA

blackandwhite! at 9:22 AM

Friday, July 23, 2010

i think im gonna fall sick :/

my throat feels irritated.

anw,

caught despicable me with pong.

hey youuu.

haha,

you just dont want me to watch with other guys righttt. haha

and stop telling me to cycle to lose the butt fats -.-

idiot.

yeah,

sigh.

the guys lost to ITE.

unbelievable

i mean, there were stuffs going on that the ITE guys are good.

but still, we lost 0-5!

im still in shock.

blackandwhite! at 11:20 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2010

okayyy,

today's match was totally unexpected.

like, we won 3-2

fucking close!

im certain i sweared like madd

i met marcus' s sis! melissa!

she's so pretty,

anw, i played with a year two. 9-1 (:

got back camera editing test and handling test.

A+ & A-

and did i mention,

my mum wanted to watch me play my match,

and when i didnt reply, she sent sth like

i buy you blackberry k, you play a good match. win or lose, doesnt matter.

heh,

i only read that after i ended my match.

but im thinking of an iphone instead? I DK.

thank goodness no tournament on fri, my body is aching.

whoa, erman massage's boomz.

really really release the tension man.

blackandwhite! at 12:08 AM

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

i feel like im missing out on so many things,

too many to list it.

sigh

blackandwhite! at 11:41 PM

Monday, July 19, 2010

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions .
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

i wish i could say these. heh

its okayy, my true love kiss will come soon (:

hahaha. i saw you two today! asshole and addy! love you miss you.

blackandwhite! at 10:24 PM

Friday, July 16, 2010

when you say its nothing, i dont quite believe it.

blackandwhite! at 9:43 AM

Thursday, July 15, 2010

fuck novelty,

fuck the memories.

brainwash me

why am i behaving like this.

I dont want an explanation,

I want an escape.

&justshutthefuckup.

blackandwhite! at 11:55 PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

"In Bruges" was surprisingly good.

sigh,

im so terrified for friday.

i can tear just thinking about it.

I remember all the nights I used
to stay at home,
On the phone, all night long,
used to talk about the things
we'd really wanna do,
I believed in you,

I remember how you used to say,
Have no fear, It'll be ok,
When you told me anything you
want is possible,
we could have it all.

Okay, i've made up my mind.

My feelings are gonna be neutral. LISTEN UP. neutral.

i wont fall, i wont fall, i wont fall.

hard. hard. hard.

cause i know if i do,

ill never believe again.

blackandwhite! at 9:46 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldnt be that man i adored

You don't seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

there's nothing where he used to lie

My conversation has run dry

that's what's going on, nothing's fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel

Im cold and I am shamed , lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late, Im already torn

blackandwhite! at 11:48 PM

i feel like a friggin petty bitch.

may the achibubus win!

blackandwhite! at 5:57 PM

Monday, July 12, 2010

And I never know girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

blackandwhite! at 11:41 PM

blackandwhite! at 6:02 PM

and now, you're beside me

& look how far we've come

so close, & still so far

blackandwhite! at 1:24 AM

Sunday, July 11, 2010

at keefe's place now.

mamachan had an awesome celebration i hope (:

heh.

the helium balloons were lovely.

sad case that one.

anw, my voice sounds bad.

oh well.

i dont feel like blogging much.

wishing you a happy monday in three mins

blackandwhite! at 11:55 PM

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

rarrr.

im in school now.

and no one else is here.

anw,

i wanna mention that singaporeans really dont know what is public etiquette.

as in.

on the bus, they dont move all the way in despite how crowded the bus is.

I MEAN,

they dont make way for new passengers.

tsk.

yeahh.

i know i wanted to blog about stuffs

but my brain does not operate well in the morning.

oh yeah,

last night's trg, i feel that i performed better.

i felt more confident,

but i lost to rishi in the end. heh, hello.

his long legs are so friggin useful. HAHHA.

he does NOT have to sprint, he just have to REACH for the ball.

Mamachan's birthday is coming up.

we must think of sth!

oh, duck rice at btp is awesome.

i love the combo of duck and charsiew tgt.

its really filling, pretty fattening too.

tsk.

i need to go to sentosa on sunday!

get rid of those tan lines and get ready for tournament on fri, otherwise it 'd be friggin ugly to see the white fats! HAHA.

OH OH.

i just recalled what else i did.

i watched finished made of honour.

my tian,

that main lead is friggin charming.

sigh.

you cant find anything like that in singapore can you?

i need to shop on sunday too.

yknw what, i think eugene is right. lol,

if i were to twit, i'll just spam it every few seconds.

i think of different things like none of it means anything.

hahahah.

yeah, so much to do on sunday. should we celebrate mamachan's birthday on sunday?

blackandwhite! at 9:31 AM

Monday, July 05, 2010

have we been neglecting those in the past

wassup with the new kids in town

cant we just be satisfied with our lot

oh shut the f up

cant help but wait

cute is my middle name (:

blackandwhite! at 1:11 AM

Everything is f-ed up, straight from the heart.

tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.

gotta pick myself up where do i start

cause i cant turn to you , when it all falls apart

thats kinda true.

if whatever we had, just stopped.

then, how can i carry on.

okay, i think im gonna spend my night scanning my cute younger days photos.

there's a surprise in store for yall (:

blackandwhite! at 12:24 AM

Sunday, July 04, 2010

i just read one old post and i stumbled upon this :

Oh , I almost died today.

adrienna, yknw why right?

hahahah.

okay i'll tell yall.

I died cause she was so disgusting today,

she has to pay me 1 buck each time she is disgusting.

haha, and she told me that i shld pay her each time i act pretty.

Dont need to act what, alrdy am.

hahaha

oh, the pets at vivo! soooo lovely.

i think i wanna work at a pet shop during the holiday!

helll yeah

see me there end of the year! :D

sigh.

i haven been spending time with addy and asshole this entire year.

i feel like the worst shit friend ever.

are we still bestfriends?

anw, x men is on tv now.

im not really a fan of x men lur.

but i think the creatures are pretty fascinating.

i wanna catch despicable me!

AND OH SHIT.

i have to do my research for the debate on thurs.

I HATE HOMEWORK.

or anything of that sort.

i realise how happy i sounded in my ex posts.

i wonder do people grow grumpier as they age.

oh wells

i cant wait for july 17 !

I need to shop for a nice pair of pants to dance in next sunday.

blah.

Time passes like a lightning bolt.

oh, i like that billionaire song that keefe kept playing.

check out, itsmepaulina on youtube.

she's really good.

wow. jean grey is friggin powerful!

voomvvom. she's like a mindfreak. HAHA.

Just ate durian.

wow, its like a yellow bomb.

hee,

but im kinda sick of it now.

my mum and i shared 3.

not really huge ones but big enough to make me feel like puking.

music and lyrics next sunday at 7 on channel 5 !

hmm.

its not a bad movie.

but im not a big fan of drew barrymore.

im disappointed that you're drifting from church.

its okay if you dont come back anymore, i guess.

but i do hope that after EXPANDING your own world,

you'd still return to our abba father.

you're forever my dearest alien.

사랑해요

blackandwhite! at 9:10 PM

Friday, July 02, 2010

heee.

today was an awesome dance night (:

met john and we headed to mac ritchie , okay , however you spell it.

then we walk to mary mount mrt

and we went to serangoon.

whoosh.

and we WERE HUNGRY.

and so, we did what other normal humans would do.

we walked out of the station and like from exits to exits.

haha,

bloody hell.

we wasted so much time.

and we ended with no food.

anw, the DANCE IS FREAKING COOL.

im so thankful to john for asking me to join the dance. WHEEE.

i pray i pray, i pray fervently, that. tournament wont get postponed to 17 july!

rarrrr.

yay pong, your horrible days have passed.

you have worse ahead, but fear not. len is always here (:

im so amazed how nice i am !

blackandwhite! at 12:53 AM