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Thursday, November 12, 2009

okay. i was really mean just now.
when i came home from bio paper one, i was welcomed with a poo right in front of the kitchen. that bloody cody, he pooed one in front of the door and another on the newspaper.
so i tried to cage him under the table by shifting all the chairs in positions such that it could sorta, "lock" him inside.
anw, bio was crazy.
its so unfair.
UNFAIR
this is one paper i think is badly set and unfair.
its like, at least half times harder than the past years papers.
i think our batch must be very smart thats why they raised the standard so much higher.
blah. its over, its over. i must TAKE IT EASY.
fuck -.-

okay. adrienna siew wei ying has posted everything on her blog.
watch out woman, cody likes to eat fat chicken wings and thighs alot.
hahahahhaha
AHHHHH
tmr's the last paper!
im so excited.
yknw what asshole and addy.
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING FOR PROM ANYMORE!
hha. im gonna ask my mum for permission first.
well, she paid for it . ya,.
and. hmm. HOLS A COMING!
i love jang geun suk.
and that sandara park girl addy showed me in the cass beer ad.
so hot.
koreans are so, gee gee gee geelicious :D
anw. my mum bought back ritter sport for me last night
yay.
lala's still in malacca.
that stupid sunny kept crapping online ytd,
- i never introduce lala.
- about my clothings.
- my "ugly socklings" quoted by him. excuse me, its leggings.
anw. i stopped wearing leggings to church alrdy.
i bet he records what i wear lur.
idiot.
okay.
BYE

blackandwhite! at 5:59 PM

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Back on the road again
Feeling kinda lonely and
looking for the right guy
To be mine
Friends say I'm crazy cause
Easily I fall in love
You gotta do it different J
This time

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams
(maybe)

Alright maybe gonna find him today
i gotta get some one
to call my loveryeah!
baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover Yeah baby come on
I-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-I

I spoil them when I'm in love
Given them what they dream of
Sometimes it's not a good thing
But I'm blind
I love hard with everything
Giving my all More than they
I'll take my friends' advice this time
I'll do it differently

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams
maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
I-YI-I-YI-I-YII-I-II-YI-I-YI-I-YII

my my
Looking for a guy guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me
And I'll be too You see happily

i think this song is so cool.
especially the bridge!
my my.. <3

blackandwhite! at 7:53 PM

Happy happy.
its tues. and there's only e geo exam tmr afternoon.
its like, BOOOMZ. hahaa, time passes so quickly.
soon it would be fri then. tadahh. sunday! then again. monday, but next week it would all be mcqs! one hour exam. although i have chinese :/
oh wells.
it took me close to three hours to finish my entire final revision for natural veg.
i think i'll just scan through river.
then. start on dev around six or sth.
not gonna learn food geo at all.
im so tired.
i actually woke up at 9.30
then my mum was like. sleep longer. then can grow taller.
so i slept till 10. and i think she was stil around and she told me. sleep longer.
haa, i ended up waking at 11.30
my bro was out of house alrdy.
ahhhhhhhhh.
so excited.
o's gonna be over.
o's gonna be overrrrrrrrrrrrr.

im gonna be good without you.

anw, haha. NO PROBLEM ADRIENNA. you will do well okay for os.
asshole too!
i know you learnt the wrong science. but you're very smart one okay.
learn wrong one, means you will ace the right one :D
haha. cause i tell you so!

blackandwhite! at 4:34 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

aha. wth, some guy tried to smuggle in snakes by rolling them in socks and taping them all over his body.
ONE WORD : SICKKKKKKKKK.

anw, yay. i just attempted a few questions that the school uploaded in preparation for today's paper two.
hope it goes well.
i need to shit.

blackandwhite! at 11:40 AM

Hello addy.
if you even read this.

I saw you when you were on your way to the bus stop ytd.
Why you looked so grumpy and cold uh!
chill chill chill.
Ytd's math paper was of crescent's standard. although slightly easier.
But im not too sure of securing an A still.
you'll never know if we make careless mistakes , right?

But nonetheless, im fucking happy.
Today is Fri! the last day of the first week of exam. 5 down, 6 more to go!
Oh goodness.
I never used my com for almost the entire week.
Okay, wait. i think i came online on monday or tue.
mwha.
Anw,
Im feeling so confused and , perhaps. letting my overwhelming emotions disorient me.
Diaoz. English is over len!
yesh.
I dont want you to message me, wishing me luck. Its as though,
once this exam is over. we will stop messaging.
I dont wanna make it a habit. To expect your messages.
So im telling you now, or rather. last night.
so that i wont fall deeper. the harder you hope, the greater the fall, the disappointment.
been there, dont wanna get there again.
Oh. Marcus wrote me a prayer in his sms.
it was soo cool.

: Dear lord, i thank you for len, and all her crazy ways. Now that she's starting her exams, i pray that you'll be with her, that you continue to comfort, and sustain her as she goes through this stressful period. Give her swiftness of mind, and a quick understanding. And i pray that she'll remember all that she's revised, etc etc. I also pray that you'll constantly remind her that you're there for her, and on her part, that she'll remember to turn to you whenever she feels panicked, or frustrated. All in all i commit this exam period in your hands. Amen. Cast all your cares in to God! And he'll grant you peace beyond all understanding! All the best! Xoxo marcus.

haha. Truuee. My mind went blank for a few moment during the examinations.
I dont know why, its like i stare at the questions. and i dont get what the questions are talking about. But luckily, after a while. I calmed down and figured out what the bloody questions were talking about.

Halloween night tmr!
should i gooooo.
I wanna scare the shit outta' myself.
haha,
But depends if lala's friend stil have that extra ticket.
but i dont wanna go with her friends.
if i go with ass, i have to go home alone.
hahaa.
We'll see.

good luck addy, good luck ass!

blackandwhite! at 10:23 AM

Friday, October 16, 2009

oh man.
looking at seventeen magazine makes me wanna go on a shopping spree!
beloved hongkong, thou shalt wait fer art!
wait, is thou me, or thou you. whatever
anw,
am sitting on the floor now.
i can totally feel my arse expanding and sadly, not contracting.
at least if its contracting, my butt would become small right?
oh .
i think 2fast2furious would be telecasted on sunday or sat.
lovee that show.
hmmm,
I dont think i've been doing much these days!
seriously,
except for tuition on wed, thurs, fri sat.
and i've only been back to school for two days :/
uh,
cant wait for prom!
actually, im not sure about that.
I need to shed that fat before i feel cool bout it.
goodness, its been three days since i touched my tablet.
i want that anna sui rock me perfume or the Jean Paul rose n roll !!!
gahh.

blackandwhite! at 11:04 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

whispers hello, i miss you quite terribly.

that was what gm wrote on the envelope to me.
so sweet.
anw,
crazy days have passed
oh man,
almost two more weeks to os.
am i supposed to freak out :/
graaaaa.
okay, i just found out that the olympus camera has such cool functions!
oh mann. i hate scheming characters in tv shows.
hate them hate them

















blackandwhite! at 9:02 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009

not like you're the only one fed up. and have the right to fucking complain right.
i thought today would be a great day after graduation.
FUCK NO
some screwed up shit in my life just keeps screwing my life.
i feel like fucking killing those people.

NO MOOD

blackandwhite! at 11:10 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

oh my goodness.
soccer looks so cool in tv shows.
anw.
haha, adrienna!
go with me to the open house on fri lehh.
and asshole! lets all go out on sunday for lunch and a meet up.
and we're not gonna go taka okay!
and wl.
stop laughing at my posts lar.
very funny issit?
haha.
no need to tell me that i have humour.
HAHA.
today was adventure day.
although im feel sick of attending school.
uh,
at the pat.
we and chelsea aka. ffl (: left for the toilet during bio.
haha, when we came back.
oh yknw, our pat , has this super cool gadget. or facility.
its like, a big hall.
but from the walls, you can pull out seats.
as in, its like, draw out seats.
cool lur.
so when we came up from the toilet, i was like. wanna just sit at the side and listen to mrs yip talk?
cause there's this small wall. which parts the audience and the doors at the side.
so no one knew we were there.
then she saw the back door which leads to the "UNDERGROUND "
kinda hard to describe.
in any case,
we pushed aside many props which i dk who placed it there.
and finally managed to make a big-enough gap for us to squeeze in.
and yay
we were underneath eeveryone else.
as in, they were actually seated, on top of us!
whatever. i dont think anyone understands what im talking about.
blah, cant wait for graduation.
im finding the old me back.
heartless ferocious (:
yeap.
live for myself ! tadah!

blackandwhite! at 8:31 PM

Friday, October 02, 2009

ah.
prom in one months plus time!
shit shit.
if i dont lose any weight,
i dont think i'll wear any nice dress?
oh fuck.
anw,
haha. english consultation with mr tan was funny.
haha, he called fad crazy.
oh wells.
isaac's going to army soon!
wanping sent us an rsvp to lesson on sunday. called, botak isaac.
lol, at first i tot it was a botak jones invitation.
cody's eyes are becoming better!
thank god.

blackandwhite! at 10:01 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

okay.
fever on fri was no joke.
it rose til like 39.7.
good ness. can start new radio station!
dj len in the house :D
aeh. sounds good.

am so hungry now.
i can rmb so vividly, that porridge throughout the day.
god bless ):

went to church.
we celebrated children's day in kinders.
haha, lovely.
oh well.
just grabb some photos if i can find em.

cant wait for this week to end :/
el elyon should totally join a course together right after exams! cooolios?
yes no?
oh. so much homework to do right after prelims.
can i just drop dead now.
my head spins right round right round right now.
almost everyday please!
Anw.
bringing cody to the vet is a super scary thing to do.
the doctor totally recognizes me as the irresponsible and lazy owner prolly.
keeps scolding me for not keeping his eyes clean. need to groom him.
like fuck.
irritating.
gets on my nerves.
what to do?
shout back at her?
" hey slet. you wanna sue me for not cleaning his yan sai uh? "

okay. slet - slutty vet. haha, hmm. that sounds mean.
yan sai - eye shit.

blackandwhite! at 7:29 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

Humans are so hypocritical.
Seriously
especially adults.
Children are so much easier to communicate with.
Its no wonder why teenagers love to spend more time with their friends.
Why dont these adults check themselves.
They're not perfect themselves.
yet they expect so much from kids.

This is unreasonable.

Hari Raya at Ass house was okay.
eat, eat, eat, watch bring it on, eat eat eat.
Her parents are so fine (:
Her father was hilarious and her mum was very sweet.
adrienna kept praising her mum.
oh yeahs.
the lil cousins were very lovely too.
haha, we sorta drew them to her room and drove her crazy.
they played with her small guitar and everything.
okay, sayonara.

blackandwhite! at 12:36 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

okay, here's ass's horoscope

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality... Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.



Addy's

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos . Attractive..


Len's
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist.
Doesn't want to grow up ( Peter Pan Syndrome ). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient... Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules... Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

so truee right mine. haha

blackandwhite! at 10:17 PM

AH
Watching the biggest loser now.
Its so fucking sad to see the teams compete to get the parcels sent by their family.
Oh wells.
I wanna take part too!
then i can lose weight ):
anw, YAY YAY YAY
Prelims is officially over.
Chinese was my last paper today.
At first i was thinking why i wanna retake the paper
hmm. it wasnt that bad.
but it wasnt that fun either yknw.
I so so want that hairband and accessory from f21!
gonna save more i guess.
Sunday gonna go asshole's house to do hariraya!
hha. Cant wait for it.
She's gonna wear her ethnic costume man!
first time yknw. haha.
Ass! why are you so sad now.
you must be a cool teletubbie yknw. i lubs you muacks muacks muacks.

oh, i almost died today.
adrienna, yknw why right?
hahaha.
okay, i'll tell yall.
i died cause she was so disgusting today.
she has to pay me 1 buck each time she is disgusting.
haha, and she told me that i shld pay her each time i act pretty.
Dont need to act what, alrdy am.
hahaha
oh, the pets at vivo! sooooo lovely.
i think i wanna work at a pet shop during the holiday!
helll yeah.
see me there end of the year! :D

blackandwhite! at 7:47 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

okay.
i found out this morning.
or wait. was it ytd
whatever
that adrienna and asshole keeps laughing at my posts and my uh. captions. ya lorr.
really arse lar.
haha
then i arranged to meet adrienna today for lunch.
biang, i said 12 okay!
ADRIENNA SIEW
i said 12.
yknw what time she came?
12.25
she's the bomb.
5 mins to being half an hour late.
wha, she can set new record everytime she meet me.
anw.
hah, but we spent one hour at the bus stop talking.
lol,
then i spotted a pair of wings on the road.
gross.
i know.

met chelsea at the library.
hah. she's a really good chem consultant. REALLY.
oh wells.
two more days of exams and im freeeee.
for a few weeks that is.
headache now headache.
so sick.
BYE

blackandwhite! at 9:00 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

heh.
i just rmbed
i was watching youtube on sunday!
then we searched on.
dogs saying i love you mama
haaa. and, dogs obeying instructions or sth
then there was one that taught the dog to ,
"fix your hair fix your hair "
lol. then the dog would mess its own face.
and there was one that the owner taught it to sneeze.
haahha

blackandwhite! at 5:33 PM

Nothing can describe how i feel now
bored?
irritated?
definitely not shameless
but. guilty too

firstly,
looking at cody's red eyes.
i feel horribly horribly responsible for it.
and now, i cant apply the medication for him
cause he would struggle
and my sis.
wow, my sis.
she took my freaking house key.
so yapp.
i cant step out of house today!
at all.
where are you spare key.
i so have to make ten spares for myself
anw, cody looks like half a chinhwahwa and a shih tzu.
he's only one year plus and got to go through this shit.
haiz.
anw, just now lying on the sofa.
i leaned back onto my arm, and who knows, my arm sorta gave way, and piak.
i thought i dislocated my shoulder for a moment.
so bored now BORED
supposed to scrap the wall and study today.
in the end,
NOTHING.
so i gotta self revise a bit tonight.
fuck

haiyo.

blackandwhite! at 3:30 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

cody's been admitted for surgery.
i hope it turns out to be a success.
then he wouldnt have to suffer anymore.
i feel terrible.
when he whines, its so upsetting.
i love you cody

blackandwhite! at 3:18 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱

Wo hai zai xun zhao yi ge yi kao he yi ge yong bao

谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹

Shei ti wo qi dao ti wo fan nao wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao

幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

XIng fu kai shi you yu zhao yuan fen rang wo men man man jing kao

然后孤单被吞没了

Ran hou gu dan bei tun mei le

无聊变得有话聊 有变化了

Wu liao bian de you hua liao you bian hua le

小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号

Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao

我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑

Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de xiao

你不知道 你对我多么重要

Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao

有了你生命完整的刚好

You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao

小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药

Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao

我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了

Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui l

e终于找到心有灵犀的美好

Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao

一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

Yi bei zhe nuan nuan de hao wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao

幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

Xing fu kai shi you yu zhao yuan fen rang wo men man man jing kao

然后孤单被吞没了

Ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le

无聊变得有话聊 有变化了

Wu liao bian de you hua liao you bian hua le

小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号

Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao

我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑

Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao

你不知道 你对我多么重要

Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao

有了你生命完整的刚好

You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao

小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药

Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao

我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了

Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zhui le

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao

一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

Yi bei zhe nuan nuan de hao wo yong yuan ai ni dao laoWO

~小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药

Wo~ xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao

我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了

Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zhui le

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao

一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

Yi bei zhe nuan nuan de hao wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao.

nice song :/

Haiz.
Cody's in pain now :/
and i cant do anything about it :/
when i hear him squeal in pain,
i have this icky feeling in my stomach :/
it makes me feel faint :/
and like. so nervous and jittery :/
i dont dare to check on him now :/
in case he squeals or sth :/
hopefully praying for him would work wonders.
okay, im gonna go check on him now.

blackandwhite! at 10:28 PM

HOWDY PPL.

this post is specially calling out to carnivores which includes me to .
STOP EATING HORSEY AND DOGGIE'S MEAT.
ITS GROSS.
YKNW, PPL ACTUALLY SLAM THEM FACEDOWN AND SKIN THEM ALIVE.
JUST SO THAT OTHERS CAN EAT THEM!
SICK RIGHT.
ANDDDD.
EAT FISH IF POSSIBLE.
YOU'LL FEEL LESS GUILTY, IN MY OPINION THAT IS.
DOGS ARE MEANT TO BE PETS.
HORSEYS, ARE MEANT FOR YOU TO EFFIN RIDE EM, AND NOT EAT THEIR INTESTINES LIVERS, WHATEVER. LIGAMENTS.
ITS NOT LIKE YOU CAN RUN LIKE THE WIND.
YOU'RE NOT POCAHUNTERS FOR NUTS.
WHATEVER SHE'S CALLED.

blackandwhite! at 12:44 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

am i readable
or am i really readable
haha
btw, adrienna!
i was not blushing.
seriously,
i have nice rosy cheeks. thats why you misunderstood.

anw,
dinner today was FUN. EFFIN FUN
Met Sunny and Lester first.
then Adrienna suddenly msged me that she felt like dying .
so she met us at taka.
Told a friggin long time to finish her blizzard.
Went to city hall.
decided to go to marina square.
eat the yuki yaki.
lol,
seriously.
the meat there is not nice.
the coolest?
the ice cream
cause they were like, oh. 10 15 everything closing.
so in my mind, it went naturally,
chiong and grab everything.
lol, so i took like 6 to 8 cups of peppermint liquid,
6 cups of vanilla?
4 cups of rum and raisin, although i think that might be lester.
anw,
four cups of chocolate,
someone took coffee!
apparently our table had the most cups stacked up.
yeahh, thankfully, marcus aka sergeant sir!
had his first try at freezing the ice cream . and tadah! he did it so well!
bravios.
Arniewaes, yeah. so ended up. addy ate ALOT of ice cream
including the peppermint mixed with coffee.
not very advisable to do so .
well, they think they are gonna end up with tummy aches.
okay, conclusion.
guys, dont go to yuki yaki.
NOT NICE.
ice cream? try macs mcflurry :D
or hokkaido.

oh, went for tea at shangri la hotel too.
uh, the rose veranda i think.
bad bad.
the variety was little.
and, dessert wise, nahhh. lets see, the eclair was weird. the custard was too thick.
and, the mango pudding? too creamy or sth.
ahh.

ytd was fun.
watched g force with comfy.
actually intended to eat swensons at ion,
and when we were at the front of the queue,
that idiot changed his mind and wnated b and j.
fine, we trained down to dhoby then to cathay.
i like the inside
very cosy ynkw.
uh huh.
thennn, ordered the dang brownie.
a rip off! a rip off!
oh, throughout the journey, we were sorta criticising ppl's dressing. well, hello.
He's naturally mean. hahah, okay. haven been posting photos. soon soon..

uh, ADRIENNA! cheer up. i lubs lubs you. we can always go for second round of peppermint coffee.
but mind you, what about your three goals!
you can succeed okay.
think bright think len (:
hey arsehole.
dont forget to check when is hari raya -.-
haha, LOVE YOU TWO

blackandwhite! at 11:22 PM

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Meowwww. im typing this out. to say hi to adrienna and hammad :D
I have nth to blog about. really.
actually i did.
a few days ago
but.
OH
i went to the army open house!
cool right.
then i saw adrian pang there!
like so many times okay
he seems to be everywhere
anw,
these few days been bustling about cody.
he has got ulcer in his eyes.
at first the doctor said that if he did not go for right treatment , his eyeballs may explode.
so freaky right.
went to sentosa today to retan.
hmm
movenpick is so expensive, but DELICIOUS.
uh, gotta start studying!study len!
kk.

blackandwhite! at 10:45 PM

Thursday, September 03, 2009

i think i lack self control. SERIOUSLY.
can someone slap me across the face :/
rarrrr. i must be a happy kid. agree agree?
ahha, love hongkong dramas. make me laugh my arse off.
the weekends are coming, im soooo gladdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

blackandwhite! at 10:10 PM

Monday, August 31, 2009







Its not that everyday's a good day yeah?
Well. Anw, we had our Mambo no.5 today!
It was pretty alright.
Haha, Fad , you did well okay!
Ariel, still the bombs as ever.
And the 7 black and white!
COOOOLS MAN. Or, WOMEN.
:D
Ah. then took the bus to orchard with laura. to cine.
ate at the kobayashi place. if thats how you spell.
I love the omelette! and the teriyaki chicken. and the FRUIT PUNCH. omggosh. thats the most impt.
Bade goodbye after i took a FAMOUS AMOS cookie from her,
lala arrived.
We watched BANDSLAM, which was a surprising choice.
well, the rest were all nc 16 and m18 ):
Coco chanel was nc16. and final destination m18. screw i wanna catch that!
I wanna catch imagine that, and fame and case 37 .
pigged with her all the way to raffles city.
i think jco's yoghurt is a rip off.
i wanna catch a shooting star and dance in the rain and and and.
many more!

Dont you just think that my photos are soooo COOL :D

blackandwhite! at 10:15 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

yayyy. can you believe it.
its the effin weekends!
i lovee it.
i lovee it.
i seriously love the weekends.
ask everyone around me.
hee.
oh crap,
prelims are sooo tough okay.
haiyo
hahaha
my bro is freaking scared of cockroaches? and ya. mainly bugs that fly.
HAHAHA
I can make him jump lur.
by shouting, : COCKROACH!
Okay,
I just did a facebook quiz. cool man.
my celebrity bf is, CHANCE CRAWFORD.
although im not really fond of him, but.
not bad.
i want ryan reynolds.
he's fucking cute in the proposal.
i love his eyes and smile. soooo heart melting.
ed westwick is bad boy material. surweeet.

yay. prolly gonna shop a lil tmr for teachers day gift? mayb lur.
and head massage! yeah yeah. te mea te mea. koro's language :D

blackandwhite! at 10:17 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

arghhh. i shall finish blogging this then start on my revision for emaths.
which is tmr.
and lit

crappp
tummy pain.
fuck fuck fuck.
the dizzy spells are still raging in my head. but, its better than the ones on tues.
uh,
english today.
i hope i didnt write outta point.
i always feel that i do.
anw,
haha. went to ps with kealsea. wanted to eat the swenson one for one ice cream
but wl. the place was renovating lur.
so we went to orchard ion instead.
yumm yumm.
hee, shld have taken a photo. but i know some of you would simply drool.
save yall the pain :D
ah. cant wait for tmr to die out.
as in, its the weekends dude! i love the weekends ! haha. kk,
gonna settle my tummy pain now.
love love love.
to those who even read my blog . CHEERS

blackandwhite! at 9:03 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

bloggers' weird again. all the options for posting are missing.
Anw,
eh. didnt go to school for two days.
bad headache.
apparently, the doctor says its migraine and sth else.
migraine's when yer blood vessels spasm or sth.
and the other is the pounding of the head due to muscles ...
ya ya.
uh,
celebrated chan's birthday on fri and then adrienna's on sunday.
fun days.
really,
crap, prelims start tmr.
my head is throbbing now.
I love jon & kate plus 8.
its seriously hilarious.
the children are sooo lovely.
go watch em!
csi now.
i shld really really study revising soon later.
kk, love donuts :D

oh oh. on friday, for chan's birthday.
we rock climbed and watched the proposal.
ryan reynolds is fucking hot. hahah, sorry.

then on sunday.
watched the orphan with addie and asshole.
whoas man, it was AWESOME too.
i only get thrilled on the spot, now. i cant recall the scenes.

hmm, everynight i have fanciful dreams.
its like adventures at midnight man. lol,

blackandwhite! at 12:25 PM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

everything's screwed online.
facebook seems to have missing parts all over. now blogger has it too.
Anw, nth much happening for me
Isaac bought pizza for s.o.c.k.s today.
sth nice at least (:
haha, and i received a really sweet note from sam.
she's freaking nice.

im trying hard to concentrate on my studies and nth much else.
hmm. wanna go to jc . RIGHT AWAY.

i like this chorus :
one, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

Uh, wanna make tiramisu this sat.
hope i can get ingredients and everything!
tmr, - english oral.
tue - mass dance.
wed - chinese o's!

GOD BLESS.

blackandwhite! at 7:06 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me boy.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

okay, cheng's fault.
me and chan were listening to her zen stone, and tadah.
this song came on and we're soo in lurve with it once more.
i think the lyrics are really nice.
its like, this guy whose really in love with this girl

I THINK

and , he really wants her to know how deep he feels for her.
okay, i think im totally crapping.
its so hard to trust myself for what i say.
i doubt myself all the time.

anw, i believe in thinking the best of others.
I dont like to think that ppl have bad intentions, and scheme.
i believe, God made everyone to be kind, white fluttering angels. yes.
heh, asshole's back.
she bought me aaaaa LIMEGREEN umbrella.
ahha, i brought it to school.
someone asked, aye, valencia, is that vodka!
ahhaha. hilarious lar.
uh, i like. how to save a life. the fray
the lyrics. cool too.
im sure these singers, or lyricists, have heart wrenching memories of their own.
my sympathies.
its true issint.
how is one supposed to lose their feelings as easy as dipping a banana into fondue .
Memories will stay, just whether you wanna rmb em or not.
I dont know, and i dont care.
I just wanna follow God's indications and my own feelings.
but, i think my heart cheats on me at times too.
Im so dumb.
screw me

blackandwhite! at 10:38 PM

Monday, July 06, 2009

uh.
JUST ATE PIZZA
crap, thats like my second time in a week.
I feeel bloated.
I feel huge.
hhaa
Anw, i love the forensic heroes show.
Anw,
Grr. School tmr.
Tiring tiring.

Hi addy. Hi Asshole (:
Asshole's back from thailand. Lucky her.
I wanna fly a kite.
Haven flew one for ages.
And, catch harry pottter!
16 july right.
Gosh, time passes so quickly.
Went out with Addy, Laura, Zorn Drix, Chou and Sunny.
Kbox til midnight ytd was fun. but i felt so tired.
and with sunny dedicating all his shitty songs to me, i really felt like dying.
haha, im sure, he was biting the microphone.
chou was, just. what was he doing?
haha. I do know that they finished my drinks.
Uh, cheat ppl one kbox. started off with 18 ++ and we ended up paying 27.60
Okay, whatever.
and sunny's tuition teacher has 10 jackrussells. how cool is that.

Hmm. I dont like having good mmr. Like, rmbing stuffs that i dont wish to.
Oh wells, gotta blame omega 3 for that i guess.
searching for online blogs now.
AHHHHHHHH.
im really really full.

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I wanna go overseas man ):

blackandwhite! at 9:19 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

I love boys over flowers.
Lee Min Ho is so effin hot (:
and cute.
and in the show, he is sooo ideal !
hahah.
His character is soo entrancing and. oozes OOMPH man.

anw, watched transformers today.
uh, but then. i left half an hour earlier, cause i had to rush to tennis.
oh wells.
thenn, just when i was about to reach home, they called me and asked me to meet at marina square.
hello, so i took the red line to jurong then back to city hall.
when i could have just gone from yck to city hall straight :/
anw. I feel so thirsty, i feel very thirsty today.
ate pizza just now.
yeahh,
asshole's off to thailand.
i love you babe!
gorgeous, and beautiful. choose one :D
ahhahah
uh, friends are for a lifetime.
right?

blackandwhite! at 12:12 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Im so fucked up.
so fucked up.
so fucked up.

Nth i can do to salvage the situation.
to save myself.
from falling hard.

They dont keep their promise, and the sweet stuffs said.
Like what adrienna said, promises are made to be broken.
i shld believe that and just stay happy.

whats the use of reminiscing.
they let go, and hopes are all dashed.
im sorry that i didnt treasure the times we had.
i was such a bitch.
now all im hoping for,
is to lose those bittersweet memories.
God, please erase erase erase erase.

luckily, there's pui and asshole to cheer me up.
i love yall.
friends are for life .

blackandwhite! at 11:30 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

to say that i did not see it coming is a lie.

whats that to mend, other than sucking on my royce.
this sweet rectangle piece.
thou it may cheer me this very second,
i feel the rest of my world tumbling down.

i know i will stay cheerful in front of others.
but nothing stays the same forever.

blackandwhite! at 11:56 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

I have no wish to reveal my true feelings on this blog.
But my old one has it all.

yeah yeah.
14 june. bad day.
but still, Laura's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIMBO.
You're so cool. however, as you called me self-centered, childish and so on.
You suck :D
aha. I love you babyy.
You called me self-centered cause i took all your tissue. lol,

okay, tennis on sat night was fun.
Coach Samuel came down.
Wait, shld i carry on calling him Coach?
Nah. i called him uncle samuel.
though he's only 27.
Wait, the last time i met him, was.
3, 4 years ago.
COOLS.
sadly, he's 11 yrs older.
he's wayyyyy nice lur.
heh.

You wont call, anymore. I wont pick up the phone.
This is the last time, dont wanna hurt anymore.

You're not sorry, ever again.


Im sad to say, im hopeless and on the verge of giving up.

blackandwhite! at 1:51 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009

This is the last strike, dont wanna hurt anymore.
Ah , sth impt in the morning.
and crap.
on the way to ps,
left my LG COOKIE in the taxi. oh how tragic.
seriously. it was barely one week old. oh, wait. barely two weeks old.
wlll.
must be the dang taxi driver or some freaking beng lianx.
the saddest thang is the loss of my 400 plus contacts.
MEOW

luckily, my mum had a lighted bulb above her head. figuratively. hahha
rushed to bugis, cancelled my line, get a new sim. and upgraded my "phone" to samsung preston :D
sexxxaye yeah.
but sad sad, that moolah my dad gave me to buy the lg cookie.
screw lar.
oh well, God bless my impt task this morning!
urhh.

You used to be so bright, but i watched all of it fade away.

blackandwhite! at 11:01 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

hilariouss. cody was barking cause some stupid ball was stuck under the table.
so i took another one and threw it up and down, but he wasnt interested and kept on barking.
so i threw it harder and crap, it flew out of the window cause i bounced it too hard. LOL
hahaha.
and now its gone. oh well, and i crawled under the table to get the dang ball.
now he's quiet. HAHA,
i love animals.
and children
they are the happiest thing on earth. oh well.
sucks to be me

blackandwhite! at 11:27 PM

all the fuckface in the world.
this week is a smelly week.
although i watched ghosts of girlfriends' past today.
ohh, fucking nice show.
apparently, there aint such crap as fairytale in our lives.
people are hypocrites.
humans are selfish.
the adults are senseless freaks.
Facking shat i face

blackandwhite! at 10:26 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I was watching the tv show and one character said"

You'll naturally trust the ones you love.

NAH, NOT TRUE.


People are just so two-sided.
What can we exactly expect from them.

Anw, Watched Confessions of a Shopaholic.
ROCKS MAN.
lol,
its so lively and vibrant.
then I watched X men after that
I slept around 5 plus and woke up at 7 plus.
Urgh. Those who are reading my blog, wish me luck for friday k (:
Just wish me, dont ask why. HAHA

I need to visit the beach again. UH HUH UH HUH.
Movie tmr? Yeahhh. Felicia! hahha. Special call out to you.
All it takes is Timmeeee. Yknw it :D
I spell for you.
T - I - M - E


oh oh.
i think im like backtracking time in a weird way.
im mentioning what i did in the morning last.
and what i did when i reached home before that.
okay, woke up at 6 plus close to 7.
horrible, really horrible.
i wanted to just fall onto the bed again.
reached schoool, met edlyn and amelia. m along the way.
stupid security guard,
we didnt exactly jaywalk,
and he shouted at us : 1, 2, 3, 4. who said you can cross like that.

wth lar.
he think he owns the road issit, and. WTF. he cant count lur.
there was three of us. THREE.
i think all the old folks cant count these day.

I need sth nice to happen to me this week.

hha, other than the beach fun, nahh. everything's so lifeless.


DRAGG ME TO HELL. AND GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.
11 June.
lovely date, i like eleven <3


SAYONARA!

blackandwhite! at 10:20 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

ahhhh.
went to sentosa palawan with Laura today.
before that, had lit in school. gosh, so exhausting.
luckily chem starts later tmr.
im soooo freaked out.
its gonna be the end of the second wk of holiday.
SOOO FAST

uh. Sunday went to COMFY's house.
lol, retarded arse.
One discovery : he converses well with his cats. humans, moi not sure :D


uh huh. then at vivo today,
i went to eat dim sum at the koufu or whatever that food court is lar.
the basement yknw.
uh huh.
wth, the stupid ah mah.
she's so rude pls.
she gave me the wrong change.
and i wanted to ask her about it,
she shouted fucking loudly, in chinese :
I NEVER GIVE WRONG CHANGE. SIX NINETY, YOU COUNT. OR YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO COUNT.
and yeah, i went to count the change.
it was bloody hell 6.80
although it was ten cents short,
i dont care.
the stupid auntie thought she was right and can simply brush ppl off like she's some holy queen.
luckily, lauli poppy came back after her search for popiah.
she helped me tackle that ah mah. i wanted to tell her that the change was wrong.
she gave me that fucked up look.
gosh, then we went to her effin stall and CONFRONTED HER.
in the end, thanks to lauli's great chinese,
she REALISED, or came to her senses that, she had INDEED given me the wrong change.
but yknw what was the crappy thing, she just left the ten cents on the counter.
hhorrible attitude.
so I decided that MUST COMPLAIN.
hahha,
called the manager. waited a few mins.
he came down. and we went BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.
okay, deed done.
he also agreed that her character got problem and low EQ.
see seee. hmmm.

evil us. oh well.
horrible woman. the elderlys always think that just cause they are older and stuffs, they can trample over us :/
MEAN PPL

blackandwhite! at 9:57 PM

Friday, June 05, 2009









haha. day out with laura, ytd? wait. lemme think.
ytd was thurs.
yeapp, ytd! was really really fun.
we have many many plans up ahead of us.
yay, get prepared to be tannned baby :D

blackandwhite! at 9:11 PM

im soo fucking tired.
blah.

i dont know if im happy or im just . emotionless.
stimes, when im happy, the happiness dissolve.
when im angry, sth nice pops up.
SCREW SCREW SCREW.

hate ppl who jump taxi queues
seriously.
especially. the blackies.
stupidd arsey ppl.

blackandwhite! at 9:09 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

hello, its been a while

no clean goodbyes, but it doesnt matter

To know you're happy with life,

thats all i need to know.

So long old friend. or, mayb, human.

blackandwhite! at 9:30 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I have always wanted to write in my diary but its not really safe. cause mom will read it and ya yarr.

ah. watched night at the museum two today.
with adrienna, asshole, sunny and chou.


AHHHH. SSSS FACTOR!
Kay kay won.
whoots whoots.
she's cool.
its soo hilarious this show.
how the girls bitch about each other.

uhhh.

lyrics :

I didn’t know at first
Why your gaze, looking at me
Made me feel so flustered
I always wanted to ask
If you understood just a little of my feelings
Although I never told you

Now I know, how you were as lost
And wandering as I was
How you hurt so much, it kept you from sleep
Hold my hand,
I won’t let go of you again
I love you, as long as I breathe…

Things stood still
When you, who’d always treated me coldly,
Smiled at me that day

Now I know, how you were as lost
And wandering as I was
How you hurt so much, it kept you from sleep
Hold my hand,
Don’t let go of me
I love you, till the day I close my eyes in rest

I won’t cry
Now that you’re by my side
Thank you…
For giving me the gift of you

Its White Love Story by As One.
used in coffee prince 1.
i love that song.
go listen!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pow3HVaJ-lk&feature=related

i wish God would give me a calling.
lead me into the right direction.






Ps : Isaac says i have very distinct dark eye circles. Meow.
i dont want.
but there's seriously many many chinese exercises to do.
i wanna slash my throat.

blackandwhite! at 10:25 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

whats the use of insisting on your own views when majority are skeptical.

argh.

i dont see a need to push myself so hard. to achieve anything.
anw, who the fuck cares.

oh ya, the people will tell us. its for our own benefit, our future.
oh yeah? then why do they screw up our lives all the time.
thats not fucking helping at all.



SCREWIT

blackandwhite! at 9:11 PM

WHATS THE USE OF WISHING WHEN DREAMS DONT COME TRUE

this world is a fucking contradicting place.
everyone seems so great on the surface,
but no one knows.
not a single soul.
that behind that gracious look, is a blackened heart.

I've experienced it everynow and then.

I say yes, you force me to say no
and when i say no, you assume that im being unsincere and fuckshit.
what the fuckkk is your fugly problem.

i dont know.
i must have done sth wrong in my past life.
to end up who i am now.

blackandwhite! at 8:59 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Something really saddening.
I just took this facebook quiz, what kinda christian are you
and i got the answer : a hypocrite!
............
i think cause i answered that i rarely read my bible,
and that if my boss ever wants me to lie in a lawsuit to keep my job, i said, that it would be hard to decide cause my family depends on my income and so forth. thats one of the option lur.
and yeah, i became a hypocrite !
..............
But i know. my bad, i dont connect with God at all.
The bible thing is one eg, and its like. when i go to church, i feel lost.
the lectures bore me. but small group is okay. i likee.

Anw. I HATE SATS
Im always sad on sats.
I HATE SATS
i shld carry on reading my how to be a happy teenager book :/
ate dinner at nine pluss . FRESH SUBWAY
always.
and went to the arcade with my bro sis and mum.
hilarious.
i couldnt join in the racing games with my bro and sis.
ended up, i drove alone -.-
ahhh.

in the afternoon, shopped a lil.
and, starbucks is really really making me poor.
mayb ppl will end up in rags because of it.
oh, bought moulin rouge dvd. or cd. whatever.
gonna watch it now.
its 12.37?
i dont think i'll go kinders tmr.
chem at 8 this morning was exhausting.
i managed to stay awake, but the getting up part.
DANG!
O's in two weeks.
countdown, roughly 14 more days.
OH OH OH
Lala just told me that Malaysia has one case of H1N1
and that Singapore will tighten up and stuffs.
ah yes, hope school will close (: HAHAHA

blackandwhite! at 12:32 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Ahhh.

Romeo romeo, i've been feeling so alone.

Heh, just watched a few leonardo dicaprio's youtube vids.
mainly, romeo and juliet, catch me if you can, titanic.
diaoz,
in the past, i thought leonardo dicaprio was dead alryd.
sorry, no ill intentions. but yarh.
or some soccer player.
anw, he's rather modern looking. LOL
tsk tsk, school's getting up my nerves.
i'll be practically spending my entire day in schoool. SUCK.
i love coffee prince. its a korean drama. Gong Yoo is ffing hot. and, Yoon Eun Hye is . yupp, the same :D
shld i go for chem tmr morning ? :/
its at 8, gosh. mayb i wont be able to bring myself to bathe and eat breakfast. then i'll just fall back onto the bed and. zzzzzzzzzzzz

blackandwhite! at 11:38 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

OH..
BUT I CAN RMB STH COOL
TWO PLAYERS FROM WTA WERE PLAYING IN KALLANG TODAY
awesome coolness
their shots were deeeeep and always hitting the baseline. coool lur

oh, and there's pe project too ):
biang.


BANG WHO DIES?
according to shumei and kimberly, my new name is valencia bangs.
thnks ah,

blackandwhite! at 12:32 AM

Cause its too late,
there's no escape!

stuck with each other - shontelle ft. akon !
nicee song.

fall by ina.
nice songg

stay in love by mariah carey
nice nice songg

and kiss me thru the phone by soulja boy
nice too

my current fav four songs!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh
crap, i just rmb gotta do LBK emaths imedia?
seriously, courts is fabulous, but we dont have to be its accountant or sth and calculate the profit and so on, and not like IM gonna buy a fridge from courts right! RIGHT?
haha
gosh, weather sucks horribly these weeks.

my left hip hurts now
i hope there's no blue black!
tsk, another case of a mama throwing her kid down or sth
whyyy
anw,
its 12. 30 now
i need to wake up early tmr ):
yeapp,
nights fellows.
lol,
i shall upload photos another day,

blackandwhite! at 12:28 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

HELLO COMFY.
haha, special post to you.
im the epitome of craziness! and im not sweet :D
dont dream in bright daylight!
and i like chocolate milk , you cant defeat that!

blackandwhite! at 10:44 PM

haha.
I have alot to blog about.
but sudddenly i cant rmb!
Anw,
gladiator is nice.
or RATHER nice.
cant talk much about it butt yeapp. YOU KNOW IT :D
andd.
lemme think.
HAHA.
I just found out that Kimberly is a loyal blogfan of mine!
fuck sia (: HELLO
Ah nyeong ha sae yo!
I have a nice photo of my beng FS




okay. today, fadhillah was being sick again, she and felicia. always tryna grope people's breasts or arse.
shameless lar.
but one thing we have in common: we love guave :D





btw, it is b & j free cone day!
so i went with twin, ariel, joey and chyan wen to great world city!
wow, it was one huge circle of people.
okay, sure, thats a weird way to describee. hmmm
you roughly get it yeah?
saw many MANY primary school mates.
hee, rachel png looked hilariously cute thou, and angela su. HORROR!
a few days back, i met jaime seah (:
ahhh. lemme think, saw roanna, apparently pui went back before i could meet her :/
then saw charis from a few levels away, pearlyn, daphne gan's clique.
so after around twenty mins, we were in the lead and it was our turn for our scoops!
i wanted the chocolate fudge brownie but the girl scooping in front of me was like, macademia chocolate, nice nice. and twin took it too.
so i chose that. bad choiceee!
gave me tummyache, tsk tsk. what goes in, comes out.
ten mins later, my stomach was empty once more. WHEEE
I LOVE KIKIII! hahha.






WE'VE GOTTA IMPROVISE ON OUR INDIAN DANCE THOU.
HAHA, GONNA IMPLEMENT THE COCONUT TREES.

OHH. what else is there.
i wanted to blog about sth! but i cant rmb. oh wells.

ah yess.
it was also house investiture . )): im gonna miss everyone!

AHHH. I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO CYCLE. ITS SO FUN TO JUST DRIFT WITH THE WIND
mayb its this defect of mine. hahaha,






















i

blackandwhite! at 10:08 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Adrienna. Dont be sadddd!
I love you babe!
after reading this, cheer up k.
haha, i mentioned you in my blog! seee
we must go shop shop like, next week or sth.
eat at food republic and gossippppppp about. yknw who :D
AI NI

blackandwhite! at 9:59 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009





haha. i think hamtaro was initiated from chinchillas.
wheee
hahha
i think they are fucking cute. oh my
anw,
im supposed to be reading my chem textbook, for the love of felicia :D , hahaha.
well, she always tells me to read it anw.
ya ya,
anddd. do some eng and chinese reading. but nope
here i am.
gonna do the quizzes on facebook.
really fun .
ahhs,
after dropping physics. i feel so relaxed and , i have time to chiong my overdue hmk!
so, DROP DROP DROP!
heee.

blackandwhite! at 8:19 PM

Monday, March 30, 2009

today is taboo.
bad day

i cant wait to get the **** out of school.
i hope o's pass quickly and SIAMMMMMM


good dream made me sad.

cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
and everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
and even when im scared i have to try to fly
stimes i fall, but i 've seen it done before,
i got to step outside these walls.

if you ever ever read this.
nope, you wont
last night, stime this month, last month, lately. i dreamt of you.
but why, there were so many.
i couldnt figure out . i knew it wouldnt come true.

blackandwhite! at 6:06 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I AM SOOOOO PROUD OF MYSELF
i managed to finish my testimonial, handed it in to Mr Loh just now.,
Softcopy lurr
ahah
and, i wrote finished the Sec threes' house members' testimonial or whatever its considered.
Its like. WOW
I pushed myself.
say YAY
haha.
cant wait for tennis on fri.
whack em, take em, kill em :D

oh. i spent my monday night watching the pacifier on the com.
fking funny pls. oh my, im a lil slow. hee,
and i thought i never watched the Pianist til the end before,
apparently. I DID.
no wonder everything seemed so familiar.
oh wells

shall go indulge in movies now. sayonara

sshessh. i never knew this blog had music. gonna take it off!

blackandwhite! at 12:46 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

yay. three tests gone on fri.
went to watch marley and me with Felicia and Chelsea.
oh freak, the dog was soo cute.
Marley!
its so sad that it died cause its stomach flipped when it binged crazily.
haha, quite hilarious thou.
man, when i have sth on my mind to blog,
im not at home
when im at home, i cant think of what to blog.
yeah yeah.

wannaa be thirty, flirty and filthy. whee


when i see you, i run out of words, to say.

i never wanna see you cry, and i never wanna tell a lie.



Akon and Colby o' donis. Love em'


oh. just finished Inez and Shu Mei's testimonials. Hope its not too late.

blackandwhite! at 6:26 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

):
Cody is rejecting water. we had to spoonfeed him.
really,
my mum grabbed his head.
i forced his mouth open.
my sis fed him with a spoon.
and he was giving us the FACE again. hahahah
e maths test was okay i guess.
hope i pass.
seriously,
so many tests this wk.
can i just travel in time, to december 25 !
whee. o's over, everything over.
haiyoo.
running for pe. so sudden.
then skipped 210 times.
we were supposed to do 300.


anw.
jerry yan is still so handsome. after like decades?
haha. wait. not exactly but. yah lar. you get what i mean.
when i grow up, i wanna be rich, wanna go taiwan, find all the hot cutties.
HAHA

blackandwhite! at 8:38 PM

Sunday, March 08, 2009

COMPLETE
So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
I will be complete in You

COME HOLY SPIRIT
I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hand
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where i can see you face to face
I worship you in spirit and in truth

the choruses are so powerful.
if anyone out there have this two songs, pls pls send it to me yeah!

blackandwhite! at 8:38 PM

hoho. i thought the week would end well.
nothing compares to this place, where i can see you face to face.
you are nothing without any achievements in life.
Once you're in, everything turns out the way you want it.
But if that opportunity slips past, you're shit.
thats the way life is.
everyone's so competitive.
must have fame, must bring honour glory to your parents, MUST HAVE FACE
wtf is face so impt.
screww screww screww.
anw, the enrichment programme went pretty fine.
Had fun laughing my head off at all the jokes the trainers made.
seriously, they shld teach in our school.
provided the school dont make them dm after a year man.
kinders make my day.
grace was stoning all the way today.
when auntie shirley asked her what happened and everything. she only had one emotion.
one expression.
the -_______- face
wwait. i see whether i can upload the pic. hee

shall go find some lyrics. brb soon <3

blackandwhite! at 8:12 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2009

I deleted all my previous posts.
so this is a new start.
thurs not a good day. we have lessons til 3. moreover, im so fucked up in school.
l hate Lwk. Im very sure he doesnt like me.
three words. prejudice, discrimination, bigotry, stereotype. FREAKKK
Tmr's x country. am i excited? I dont think so.
Gonna go out with Clique. Miss em. hope we'll catch up much.

Sundays rock. Kinders and Laura. whee

blackandwhite! at 9:41 PM