Sunday, June 21, 2009

Im so fucked up.
so fucked up.
so fucked up.

Nth i can do to salvage the situation.
to save myself.
from falling hard.

They dont keep their promise, and the sweet stuffs said.
Like what adrienna said, promises are made to be broken.
i shld believe that and just stay happy.

whats the use of reminiscing.
they let go, and hopes are all dashed.
im sorry that i didnt treasure the times we had.
i was such a bitch.
now all im hoping for,
is to lose those bittersweet memories.
God, please erase erase erase erase.

luckily, there's pui and asshole to cheer me up.
i love yall.
friends are for life .

to say that i did not see it coming is a lie.

whats that to mend, other than sucking on my royce.
this sweet rectangle piece.
thou it may cheer me this very second,
i feel the rest of my world tumbling down.

i know i will stay cheerful in front of others.
but nothing stays the same forever.

I have no wish to reveal my true feelings on this blog.
But my old one has it all.

yeah yeah.
14 june. bad day.
but still, Laura's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIMBO.
You're so cool. however, as you called me self-centered, childish and so on.
You suck :D
aha. I love you babyy.
You called me self-centered cause i took all your tissue. lol,

okay, tennis on sat night was fun.
Coach Samuel came down.
Wait, shld i carry on calling him Coach?
Nah. i called him uncle samuel.
though he's only 27.
Wait, the last time i met him, was.
3, 4 years ago.
COOLS.
sadly, he's 11 yrs older.
he's wayyyyy nice lur.
heh.

You wont call, anymore. I wont pick up the phone.
This is the last time, dont wanna hurt anymore.

You're not sorry, ever again.


Im sad to say, im hopeless and on the verge of giving up.

This is the last strike, dont wanna hurt anymore.
Ah , sth impt in the morning.
and crap.
on the way to ps,
left my LG COOKIE in the taxi. oh how tragic.
seriously. it was barely one week old. oh, wait. barely two weeks old.
wlll.
must be the dang taxi driver or some freaking beng lianx.
the saddest thang is the loss of my 400 plus contacts.
MEOW

luckily, my mum had a lighted bulb above her head. figuratively. hahha
rushed to bugis, cancelled my line, get a new sim. and upgraded my "phone" to samsung preston :D
sexxxaye yeah.
but sad sad, that moolah my dad gave me to buy the lg cookie.
screw lar.
oh well, God bless my impt task this morning!
urhh.

You used to be so bright, but i watched all of it fade away.

hilariouss. cody was barking cause some stupid ball was stuck under the table.
so i took another one and threw it up and down, but he wasnt interested and kept on barking.
so i threw it harder and crap, it flew out of the window cause i bounced it too hard. LOL
hahaha.
and now its gone. oh well, and i crawled under the table to get the dang ball.
now he's quiet. HAHA,
i love animals.
and children
they are the happiest thing on earth. oh well.
sucks to be me

all the fuckface in the world.
this week is a smelly week.
although i watched ghosts of girlfriends' past today.
ohh, fucking nice show.
apparently, there aint such crap as fairytale in our lives.
people are hypocrites.
humans are selfish.
the adults are senseless freaks.
Facking shat i face

blackandwhite! at 10:26 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I was watching the tv show and one character said"

You'll naturally trust the ones you love.

NAH, NOT TRUE.


People are just so two-sided.
What can we exactly expect from them.

Anw, Watched Confessions of a Shopaholic.
ROCKS MAN.
lol,
its so lively and vibrant.
then I watched X men after that
I slept around 5 plus and woke up at 7 plus.
Urgh. Those who are reading my blog, wish me luck for friday k (:
Just wish me, dont ask why. HAHA

I need to visit the beach again. UH HUH UH HUH.
Movie tmr? Yeahhh. Felicia! hahha. Special call out to you.
All it takes is Timmeeee. Yknw it :D
I spell for you.
T - I - M - E


oh oh.
i think im like backtracking time in a weird way.
im mentioning what i did in the morning last.
and what i did when i reached home before that.
okay, woke up at 6 plus close to 7.
horrible, really horrible.
i wanted to just fall onto the bed again.
reached schoool, met edlyn and amelia. m along the way.
stupid security guard,
we didnt exactly jaywalk,
and he shouted at us : 1, 2, 3, 4. who said you can cross like that.

wth lar.
he think he owns the road issit, and. WTF. he cant count lur.
there was three of us. THREE.
i think all the old folks cant count these day.

I need sth nice to happen to me this week.

hha, other than the beach fun, nahh. everything's so lifeless.


DRAGG ME TO HELL. AND GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.
11 June.
lovely date, i like eleven <3


SAYONARA!

blackandwhite! at 10:20 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

ahhhh.
went to sentosa palawan with Laura today.
before that, had lit in school. gosh, so exhausting.
luckily chem starts later tmr.
im soooo freaked out.
its gonna be the end of the second wk of holiday.
SOOO FAST

uh. Sunday went to COMFY's house.
lol, retarded arse.
One discovery : he converses well with his cats. humans, moi not sure :D


uh huh. then at vivo today,
i went to eat dim sum at the koufu or whatever that food court is lar.
the basement yknw.
uh huh.
wth, the stupid ah mah.
she's so rude pls.
she gave me the wrong change.
and i wanted to ask her about it,
she shouted fucking loudly, in chinese :
I NEVER GIVE WRONG CHANGE. SIX NINETY, YOU COUNT. OR YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO COUNT.
and yeah, i went to count the change.
it was bloody hell 6.80
although it was ten cents short,
i dont care.
the stupid auntie thought she was right and can simply brush ppl off like she's some holy queen.
luckily, lauli poppy came back after her search for popiah.
she helped me tackle that ah mah. i wanted to tell her that the change was wrong.
she gave me that fucked up look.
gosh, then we went to her effin stall and CONFRONTED HER.
in the end, thanks to lauli's great chinese,
she REALISED, or came to her senses that, she had INDEED given me the wrong change.
but yknw what was the crappy thing, she just left the ten cents on the counter.
hhorrible attitude.
so I decided that MUST COMPLAIN.
hahha,
called the manager. waited a few mins.
he came down. and we went BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.
okay, deed done.
he also agreed that her character got problem and low EQ.
see seee. hmmm.

evil us. oh well.
horrible woman. the elderlys always think that just cause they are older and stuffs, they can trample over us :/
MEAN PPL

blackandwhite! at 9:57 PM

Friday, June 05, 2009

haha. day out with laura, ytd? wait. lemme think.
ytd was thurs.
yeapp, ytd! was really really fun.
we have many many plans up ahead of us.
yay, get prepared to be tannned baby :D

blackandwhite! at 9:11 PM

im soo fucking tired.
blah.

i dont know if im happy or im just . emotionless.
stimes, when im happy, the happiness dissolve.
when im angry, sth nice pops up.
SCREW SCREW SCREW.

hate ppl who jump taxi queues
seriously.
especially. the blackies.
stupidd arsey ppl.

blackandwhite! at 9:09 PM