Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Nothing can describe how i feel now
bored?
irritated?
definitely not shameless
but. guilty too

firstly,
looking at cody's red eyes.
i feel horribly horribly responsible for it.
and now, i cant apply the medication for him
cause he would struggle
and my sis.
wow, my sis.
she took my freaking house key.
so yapp.
i cant step out of house today!
at all.
where are you spare key.
i so have to make ten spares for myself
anw, cody looks like half a chinhwahwa and a shih tzu.
he's only one year plus and got to go through this shit.
haiz.
anw, just now lying on the sofa.
i leaned back onto my arm, and who knows, my arm sorta gave way, and piak.
i thought i dislocated my shoulder for a moment.
so bored now BORED
supposed to scrap the wall and study today.
in the end,
NOTHING.
so i gotta self revise a bit tonight.
fuck

haiyo.