Friday, October 30, 2009

Hello addy.
if you even read this.

I saw you when you were on your way to the bus stop ytd.
Why you looked so grumpy and cold uh!
chill chill chill.
Ytd's math paper was of crescent's standard. although slightly easier.
But im not too sure of securing an A still.
you'll never know if we make careless mistakes , right?

But nonetheless, im fucking happy.
Today is Fri! the last day of the first week of exam. 5 down, 6 more to go!
Oh goodness.
I never used my com for almost the entire week.
Okay, wait. i think i came online on monday or tue.
mwha.
Anw,
Im feeling so confused and , perhaps. letting my overwhelming emotions disorient me.
Diaoz. English is over len!
yesh.
I dont want you to message me, wishing me luck. Its as though,
once this exam is over. we will stop messaging.
I dont wanna make it a habit. To expect your messages.
So im telling you now, or rather. last night.
so that i wont fall deeper. the harder you hope, the greater the fall, the disappointment.
been there, dont wanna get there again.
Oh. Marcus wrote me a prayer in his sms.
it was soo cool.

: Dear lord, i thank you for len, and all her crazy ways. Now that she's starting her exams, i pray that you'll be with her, that you continue to comfort, and sustain her as she goes through this stressful period. Give her swiftness of mind, and a quick understanding. And i pray that she'll remember all that she's revised, etc etc. I also pray that you'll constantly remind her that you're there for her, and on her part, that she'll remember to turn to you whenever she feels panicked, or frustrated. All in all i commit this exam period in your hands. Amen. Cast all your cares in to God! And he'll grant you peace beyond all understanding! All the best! Xoxo marcus.

haha. Truuee. My mind went blank for a few moment during the examinations.
I dont know why, its like i stare at the questions. and i dont get what the questions are talking about. But luckily, after a while. I calmed down and figured out what the bloody questions were talking about.

Halloween night tmr!
should i gooooo.
I wanna scare the shit outta' myself.
haha,
But depends if lala's friend stil have that extra ticket.
but i dont wanna go with her friends.
if i go with ass, i have to go home alone.
hahaa.
We'll see.

good luck addy, good luck ass!