Sunday, August 22, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADDY.
Ily very much and no matter what happens in the future,
you and asshole will always be my bestfriends.
i hope you will wear that hot devilish red bra that i bought for you and meet us yeah.
hahah, with sth on of course.
grr, mummy's eating sugar coated peanuts and i wanna eat it too.
went down to centrepoint to meet ass to get stuffs from the partyshop.
it was like going down memory lane
i dont know.
i have so many mixed feelings and emotions.
its driving me prissy.
you said friendship wise, i can live without you but you cant live without me.
but i think you are doing just fine without me, and maybe having a great time too.
instead, as hard as i try to deceive myself that i'll be able to let you walk out of my life just like that,
i miss you dearly everyday and im sure you dont.
maybe you are full of hatred for me now, and i dont blame you for it.
im not gonna tell you all this, and i dont think you will read this, until, idk, sometime later.
i dont wanna approach you anymore because, i know that somehow i will get hurt and the misunderstanding between us will get deeper.
i know this will be a regrettable period for me , but its not like i have never been through this before.
i know time will fill that empty space for me once more
for now,
i just gotta carry on fasting.
I dont want to miss you, but i cant help it.
blackandwhite! at 9:02 PM
